polyphony.

part 2 of 3

(part one is at steady starving if you care. i'll keep it nip&tuck here)

i'm very disoriented right now. it seems like every thing that's going bad in my life is starting to overlap. the mental self preservation is starting to kick in; i want to run from it all at top speed. just put on some air rifts and run.

music is making me tired.

on a larger scale, life just has me winded. i keep putting on all these hats that nobody appreciates me for (not that that's the problem, but yeah)

and at the end of it i don't have a thing to show for it.

best laid plans didn't get me laid.
if i did get laid, i wouldn't even make a good impression, 'cause MY DICK'S BROKEN! (HA! DOUBLE ENTENDRE NIGGAS! yeesh! :[ )

i'm stuck in 1st gear career wise, relationship wise, financially, etc etc etc and it's just looking very bleak right now.

i don't feel like typin about it here any more.

on to part 3.